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Friday, November 27, 2009

im going to the gym today..started off kind of bad eating the leftovers...im doing a really hard workout

 

wish me luck


Thursday, November 26, 2009

GROSS.

well, happy thanksgiving to anyone who reads this.  Mainly, im updating because i am gross.  I am gaining weight and im in NO CONTROL of my eating habits whatsoever.  Today, my aunt said to me, "oh, you look so curvy" and that made me feel like absolute shit because everyone knows that "curvy" is code for FAT! I was so upset i went into my room and cried and realized, i need to make a change.  I sing and act so my mom wants to set me up with an agent....this of course made me hesitant because I know I am much too fat to be on commercials, print ads and such..Just last year I was 130 and thought that was outrageously fat..now im 140 and just completely miserable..I need to change this so I am going to try and update every day.  I will also try fasting for a couple weeks-i know, its gonna be hard-but i need to do this...THIS IS POSSIBLE!!! So many people have done it, and i will feel so much better about myself if i accomplish this!  I can just imagine what my friends/family will think! I NEED TO DO THIS!!!!

 

Okay, so here are the stats...Today, Nov. 26th my SW is 140 pounds and 5'7. My GW is 125, and my UGW is 110.  I just have to take this one step at a time...Im hoping by Christmas I will see serious changes.  Wish me Luck!!!


Sunday, June 21, 2009

surv

Have you ever liked someone of the same gender while otherwise classifying as straight?
..no.

Is your keyboard silver?
nope.

Do you think it's weird when women hold doors open for people?
not really.

If you could re-do today, would you?
probably.

Do you secretly still listen to Ace of Base?
no..

Have you ever broken someone else's bone?
nope.

Is it stupid to think you can write a book at thirteen?
not really, i guess if your a good writer, go ahead.

Are you ever embarrassed about what you dream about?
haha no.

If you have them, do you ever sleep with your contacts in?
nope.

Were you ever a victim of racism?
hahha, jokingly...because im tan.

Are you saving it for marriage?
hahah, probs not.

Ever done something random, that you know a crush would notice, just for the sake of being noticed?
i guess.

Would you take a one month break from facebook?
i think its possible, cause facebook sucks. 

Do you really believe in your 'one true love'?
yup.

Do you personally have to be in love to be happy?
not all the time, but i would think so.

Have you have ever felt personally victimized by Regina George?
hahaha, i love her.

What do you think of Taylor Lautner?
tool.

Is The OC the best teen soap of the 2000s?
def one of them.

Have you ever had sex with someone as a favor?
no i have not.

Does your mom let you date?
sure.

Ever been to Wyoming?
nope.

Do you ever accidentally put a back slash instead of a question mark?
sometimes.

Have you ever regretted wishing for something?
mmm, not that i can remember.

Do people call you by your last name more than your first name?
nope.

Do you wish you were a baller?
haha not really.

Do you have any idea what I did in the above sentence?
mhm.

Do you worry more about other people's happiness than your own?
i guess it depends on who.


hahahah...

 

So i think its rather amusing that im on my old xanga from at least 2 years ago..it just shows how annoying and stupid i was; and not to mention alliterate. well, i like this site because its a true form of expression and quite fun (: So, hopefully i'll update alot and if i dont, oh well..

 

love,

A


Wednesday, June 27, 2007

well,

this is my new xanga. im going to try to write in it everyday, which probably wont be possible but who knows maybe i can pull it off. the reason why im getting one of these is because i guess i just get bored & feel like writing down all my thoughts and feelings in a journal.

so,

its summertime! horrrrahhh. yess im excited for that! it will probably go by extremely fast though. i like my life how it is now but ill probably get sick of it. people at the moment are really pissing me off. they just UGH idk. theyre not doing anything really specific but they just piss me off. even the people that are my "friends" are doing the same thing. one word. giraffe. ahahah nobody will really know who that is. actually, a few people do. anyways today i think im hanging out with nicole, but idk who knows with her shes not exactly the most reliable person in the world. then later tonight at 5:30 i thinkk? i have soccer practice. oh joyyyy. well im gonna go but thatsss my life ill try to post everyday.

 

byelove.